An
Interview with
Awenidd
Occultist
1.
Tell us a little about yourself.
Well
I am 32, Living in JHB. I am married and have son
of 2 months old and I have been involved in the
Occult / Esoteric / Paganism/ for the last 13 odd
years. My path so far has been a combination of
various forms of magick, and various teachings ranging
from Chaos magick to Reiki. Currently I find myself
on a "shamanic" path. I present workshops
on Shamanic Power plants, where the participants
are taken on a Shamanic journey through the power
plants that shamans use. I am a great realist, and
in the past got up a lot of people's noses because
I am not one who believes in myth and fantasy and
always try and get to the core or true
meaning of a practice or tradition.
2.
Are you a Pagan? What kind?
I
would not completely label myself Pagan, some days
I am Pagan , other days I am a witch, an Occultist,
a new ager... or even just and ordinary guy. My
years in various paths and traditions have taught
me that "Pagan" or "Occultist"
or "Magician" or whatever you want to
call yourself is just a word to assign meaning to
your way of practice or application of knowledge.
I am all those things, so I cannot say I am just
a Pagan.
3.
How did you discover your path?
My
journey started very early in life. I was brought
up Christian, and I was about 11 years old when
I had dream of a Rhino standing in a Zulu Kraal,
and in the dream I came to realise that world and
spirituality does not fit together as I have been
taught and that is where my search started.
4.
Where did your inspiration for Semantic Spaces come
from? Tell us more
about Semantic Spaces.
The
inspiration for Semantic Spaces came from the Shamanic
workshops I do. In most "new" shamanic
practices the use of Psychedelic plants as part
of the Shamanic path has been discarded because
of a society labelling these plants as drugs. The
plants can be a great contributing factor both spiritually
and psychologically . in some sense you can say
that it allows the person a step closer to the great
divine.
Semantic
Spaces tries and fill that gap with information
on both Shamanic practices and plants used in various
traditions.Its about creating an awareness that
psychedelic plants can contribute a great positive
factor in creating an awareness of self and do have
a positive effect on a person who is seeking to
know and understand themselves in relation to the
world and "god".
For
those interested in a free copy, they can register
on my web page and
it will be sent electronically to them. (see below)
5.What
do you do for a living?
I
am a Supervisor for one of South Africa's leading
vehicle tracking companies. That is my 9-5 normal
everyday life. Then I am also a fire performer,
a free lance web designer and workshop facilitator.
6. Are you open about your path to non-Pagans?
My
years in various practices has taught me to be in
integrity with myself, and to be in integrity with
myself I have to be true to who I am and my believes.
I dont go around advertising my believes, but also
in same sense make no secret about my way of thinking
and believing.
7.
Tell us more about the use of Psychedelic plants
and their use in Shamanism.
To
answer the above one must first come to understand
the basic features of the emerging worldview associated
with shamanic-hallucinogenic practices. This world
view forms our basic perception of what reality
is built on. Mankinds earliest perception of life
and the world around us have been based on these
views held by Shamanic traditions.
*
The universe is never ending. It continuously expands.
Everything originating from one pivotal moment,
named the "Big bang". Native North Americans
refer to it as Wakan-Tanka, the Creator Spirit or
"web of life" represented by a giant Female
spider.
*The
world or cosmos is multidimensional. In most shamanic
traditions we have upper, middle and lower worlds;
in esoteric traditions they are referred to as "levels
of consciousness". In a modern world we also
refer to levels of wholes and parts: clusters of
galaxies, galaxies, solar systems and planets; biosphere,
ecosystems, populations and species; societies,
sub-cultures, organizations, tribes and families;
organisms, organ systems, cells, molecules, atoms
and sub-atomic particles.
*The
universe has a basic equal polarity, referred to
by names such as yin/yang, light/dark, positive/negative
charge, male/female, electric/magnetic, Father Sky
- Mother Earth and numerous others.
*The universe differs at all levels, into an infinite
variety of names and forms, images and objects,
identities and beings. We can recognize it at the
level of galaxies, stars and planets; plants, animals
etc. all forms of the universal life.
*We
are part of this and yet we are independent, just
like every other being, we can never actually be
outside of it, because it is mainly energy we are
still connected to it all.
*
Shamanism's believes and sees all material and biological
life forms, as having life and consciousness. Shamans
practice with intent to associate and identify with
the universe on all levels. Seeing all part of the
greater universe connected in all levels and yet
existing as an independent.
The Traditional use of Psychedelic plants or also
known as Entheogens (theo=god, spirit, gen=creation)
in Shamanic traditions come from religious traditions
in which shamanic elements were strong. In Tibetan
Buddhism as in Chinese Taoism, practices of connecting
with spirits of nature through special visionary
states were integrated into the teachings concerning
spiritual development and liberation.The use of
these substances were done in a ritual setting,
with careful attention paid to
conscious intention, whether it was for healing
or visionary purposes.
Set
and setting are the crucial determinants of the
content of a hallucinogenic experience, the use
of these plants in a ritual setting, is in fact
the logical, as well as the traditional approach.
Shamanic rituals involving hallucinogens are the
intentional arrangement of the set and the setting
for purposes of healing and divination. The traditional
shamanic ceremonial form involving hallucinogenic
plants is a carefully structured experience, in
which a small group (6 - 12) of people come together
with respectful, spiritual attitude to share a profound
inner journey of
healing and transformation, facilitated by these
powerful catalysts. A "journey" is the
preferred metaphor in shamanistic societies for
what we call an "altered state of consciousness".
A
strict Diet is followed before a journey, together
with setting the intent and purpose of the journey.
The Participants undertaking the journey, are also
prepared mentaly and spiritualy for the experience.
The traditional shamanic rituals involve very little
or no talking among the participants, except perhaps
during a preparatory phase, or after the experience
to clarify the teachings and visions received.
The
shaman's singing, is invariably considered essential
to the success of the healing or divinatory process;
furthermore the singing typical in entheogenic rituals
usually has a fairly rapid beat, similar to the
rhythmic pulse in shamanic drumming journeys (widespread
in shamanistic societies of the Northern Hemisphere
in Asia, Europe and America). Psychically, the rhythmic
chanting, like the drum pulse, seems to give support
for moving through the flow of visions, and minimize
the likelihood of getting stuck in frightening or
seductive experiences. Most if not all Ceremonies
are done in darkness or low light, -- which facilitates
the emergence of visions. The exception is the peyote
ceremony, done around a fire (though also at night);
here participants may see visions as they stare
into the fire.
Typically,
a shamanic healer working with entheogenic plants
undergoes a lengthy initition and training, in the
use of these power plants, and themselves develope
their own personal relationship with the plant itself.
In Shamanic traditions it is believed that one makes
contact with the spirit of this plant, and each
plant has a different teacher. The Plant Divas have
each and their own conciousness and have their own
way of communicating with the Shaman. From my own
experiences this will range from visions to actualy
auditory voices with whom an audible and verbal
communication can be undertaken.
There
are various forms of ritual used by different traditions,
here are but to name a few.
In
the peyote ceremonies in North America, participants
sit in a circle, in a tipi, on the ground, around
a blazing central fire. The ceremony goes all night,
and is conducted by the Shaman, with the assistance
of a drummer, a firekeeper and a cedar-man (for
purification). A staff and rattle are passed around
and participants sing the peyote songs, which involve
a rapid, rhythmic beat. The peyote ceremonies of
the Huichol Indians of Northern Mexico also take
place around a fire, with much
singing and story-telling, after the long group
pilgrimage to find the rare cactus
The
ceremonies of the san pedro cactus, in the Andean
regions, are sometimes also done around a fire,
with singing; but sometimes the curandero (shaman)
sets up an altar, on which are placed different
symbolic figurines and objects, representing the
light and dark spirits which one is likely to encounter.
The
mushroom ceremonies (velada) of the Mazatec Indians
of Mexico, involve the participants sitting or lying
in a very dark room, with only a small candle. The
healer, who may be a woman or a man, sings almost
uninterruptedly, throughout the night, weaving into
her chants the names of Christian saints, her spirit
allies and the spirits of the Earth, the elements,
animals and plants, the sky, the waters and the
fire.
Traditional
Amazonian Indian or mestizo ceremonies with ayahuasca
also involve a small group sitting in a circle,
in semi-darkness, while the initiated healers sing
the songs (icaros), through which the healing and/or
diagnosis takes place. These songs also have a fairly
rapid rhythmic pulse, which keeps the flow of the
experience moving along. Shamanic "sucking"
methods of extracting toxic psychic residues or
sorcerous implants are sometimes used.
The
ceremonies involving the African iboga plant, used
by the Bwiti cult in Gabon amd Zaïre, involve
an altar with ancestral and deity images, and people
sitting on the floor with much chanting and some
dancing. Often, there is a mirror in the assembly
room, in which the initiates may "see"
their ancestral spirits .
The
above features are also found in accounts of shamanic
journey experiences with other modalities, such
as drumming, vision questing, or conscious dreaming.
It is clear that these experiential features imply
the existence of a radically different worldview
(than the Western) in entheogenic shamanic practitioners.
I will simply list these features, since there is
not the space here to document them extensively.
(1)
The role of the guide, curandera or healer is always
described as central and essential. This must be
a person with extensive personal experience in the
use of these medicines, who agrees to provide an
initiatory experience to a seeker or training to
an apprentice. In virtually all entheogenic rituals,
the guide or shaman does much or all of the singing,
and this singing profoundly shapes the quality and
content of the experience.
(2)
The experience can be healing, on physical, psychic
and spiritual levels (although traditional shamanic
healers do not make such analytic distinctions).
Shamanic healing experiences, with entheogens or
other means, have three main variations: one is
the extraction of a toxin, that may have been implanted
by means of sorcery; the second is the retrieval
of a split-off psychic fragment or "soul";
and the third is the experience of being dismembered
or destroyed, and then reconstituted with a healthier,
stronger "body."
(3)
The experience can provide access to hidden knowledge,
-- this is the aspect of divination, "seeing",
prophecy, intuition or visioning. If the intention
or context is healing, then the divination would
be equivalent what Western medicine calls diagnosis
-- e.g. from where and from whom did the particular
toxic implant come, where has the soul-fragment
been "lost", what particular herbs should
be used for the person's illness, etc. It is said
that there is an intelligence associated with the
plant medicine, an intelligence that communicates
in an interior way to the person who ingests the
medicine. Indigenous healers refer to the entheogenic
plants as "plant teachers".
(4)
There is a feeling and perception of access to meta-physical
realms or worlds. Such realms have, in shamanic,
esoteric or magical traditions, been referred to
variously as "inner world", "spirit
world", "upper or lower world", "faerie
world", "dreamtime" or "other
world". Some anthropologists, including Michael
Harner, refer to them as "non-ordinary reality."
The access to these other-worlds may come through
a kind of journey to that world; perhaps on the
back of an animal or carried by a large bird. Alternatively,
one may feel that one can see into the spirit world
without moving, while still aware of the ordinary
present world of time-space as well. Scenery and
beings of the other world may appear in our world.
In any event, the usual boundaries between the worlds
seem to become more permeable, during such experiences.
(5) The experience may involve the perception of
non-material, normally invisible, spirit beings
or entities. Such spirits are recognized as being
associated with particular animals (e.g. serpent,
jaguar), certain plants, trees or fungi, certain
places (e.g. river, rainforest), deceased ancestors,
and other non-ordinary entities (e.g. extra-terrestrials,
elves). It can include the experiences of actually
becoming or identifying with that spirit (e.g. the
experience of becoming a jaguar or a serpent). The
healing and divination is experienced as being done
by or with the
assistance of such spirits, also referred to as
"allies", "power animals", "guardians"
or "helpers". In some healing rituals,
there may also be contact with bad or malevolent
spirits, that need to be exorcized or neutralized
in some way.
Taking
into account the above, it is easily to understand
why psychedelic plants have played such a great
role in these traditions. As it allowed the practitioner
or shaman to go beyond our physical world and travel
up and down the web of life. It allowed them a connection
to the beginning, to that single moment when all
came into being.
Assuredly,
psychedelics can provide access to realms far removed
from anything we would identify as "consensus
reality." These shamanic catalysts evoke shamanic
states of consciousness and any would be explorer
of such realms must be willing and prepared to endure
what can only be called the terror stress and joy
of shamanic initiation. Obviously, this is not for
everyone, or even very many of us.
Contact
Tiaan
Kotze (Awenith)